just causally practicing french and my cat’s giving me very strange looks.
I have officially completely flopped my sleep schedule around. I wake up around 1am and toto bed around 2/3pm. Welp.
Words cannot begin to express the emotions I’m feeling right now. I didn’t even think I’d be alive, much less living on my own in downtown ATX. I never thought I’d have this good of a grasp on everything in my life. There are people in my life I never planned on becoming close to, and people that have left that I thought were here to stick around. Family & Friends have passed away. I moved in with Hannah for the summer & made so many memories with so many awesome people. For the first time this year, I not only enjoyedmy summer, but I also actually wore my swim suit without anything over it. I love myself more than I have in a very long time, I don’t let peoples opinions effect my self esteem as much as it use to. I feel like I’m in a completely different world than I was last year. After last fall, I thought I wouldn’t be back in school, or have another chance to prove myself to family members. I hated the hospital, I hated treatment, I hated it all and honestly didn’t want to get better. Looking back on it now, I’m so grateful that my roommate at the time drove me, and picked me up from the hospital. That he came to see me every day that I was in the hospital and pushed and fought for me and put up with my terrible attitude when it wasn’t even his responsibility.
(If you’re reading this, thank you, so so so so so much. I’ve said it to you before, and I never will stop thanking you or your mother and all the things you did for me & I’m sorry for pushing you away.)
It really does get better. Life is worth living, don’t forget that ever.
snapchat sucks because you get to see all the cool stuff people didn’t invite you to as they do it
Richard Linklater’s Leading Boy (x)
I am so in love with high school Mason it’s not even a joke
look it’s ellar.